Wednesday, January 14, 2009
gahhhh
well isnt this just wonderful. my sister always says the same thing all the time, so how am i supposed to know theres more to it if she doesnt tell me. and to make things worse i said "if you care about mom you shouldnt talk to her like that" which for some reason made her blow up, and then she was all you think i dont like mom blah blah blah, so i was really upset that i hurt her. exspecially since i didnt mean to. and then some other stuff, and crying and then she put her myspace status as "SHUT THE FUK UP dont talk to me" which kinda hurt alot. and she was getting pissd at me for never being angry or expressing myself. and i dont ever express myself or tell whats wrong because i dont like making people feel bad for me or creating more trouble!! and i HATE being question by people i dont know. like, when friends come up and ask whats wrong, its because they care about you and want to help. but when stranger-ish people ask whats wrong, i always feel like its cause they're curious, not because they care. and i dont always like to talk about it when im upset anyways. so now i just feel really bad and like a hrrible person. *sigh*
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U are anything BUT a horrible person. People have the right to explode every once in a while, and I think u deserve five gold medals for the way u take things with a smile. But you shouldn't have to go through everythng alone and then tell people that something was wrong =/ u can tell people and they can be more understanding and help u. Just remember that u're not a terrible person but... tell ur sister that u are sry for hurting her bc apparently u are sry for that. =D love u
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