i will NOT start this post as well. . .

lol. i just realized my last several posts all have well in them. oh well.

so this past weekend.

Friday:
had school and all that stuff. it was pretty boring. got home, and ashlynn said we were gonna go to a baseball game. so at 5 we went over to her friends house (kaylyn) and stayed there until 7 when her mom drove her and most of the girls softball team to the game. one of the girls kept hitting on me. . ..CREEPY!! i dont care is shes gay, but its really un-nerving to have someone hitting on you. luckily my sis saved me. so we watched the game, as my sister went on and on about how hot dillon was. scott came over a couple times, and we agreed on and made fun of the fact that the majority of people ashlynn likes are black. (not that i have a problem with it, its just like completely oppisites. really blonde hair, pale skin, plae blue eyes vs. dark skin, black hair, brown eyes)

Saturday:
my last full day with my dad. we all woke up and ran 4 miles. then we went to and army store so my dad could get some stuff and then went to walmart so i could get stuff to make stuff for him. of course we left the bag at the store, so my dad and sis went back to get it while me and my mom made sandwhiches for everyone. then we all went down to the parade whic lasted for 2 hours. i got soooo burnt. later on we bought ice cream. . .yummy. and then we went to barbie and orvans. (those people who are like your grandparents but not) me and my sis walked down by the river and took a whole bunch of crazy pictures, and saw gators. then we ate, left, and my parents dropped us off at church.

Sunday:
woke up and went to breakfast with my grandparents. talked to ashli a lot since she was going to the er. then we took pictures, and left to drive my dad down to fort meyers to the airport. we said our goodbyes and he left. i dont get to see him for 8 moths now. :[ he flies straight out of detroit to iraq.

so yah. thats about all thats been going on. i might go with ashli to a softball game in venice on staurday. taylor (the guy she likes) might come too. so that should be fun.

well

well not too much going on right now. my dad goes to michigan on march 1st, which means he'll miss his birthday and my sis's first track meet. i made him a picture, the background is all rainbow and then there's a black tree. . .i hate it but everyone else likes it. so thats good.

i went to a race this morning. it was down in boca grande. tat island is sooo pretty, with all of the huge trees and exspesive houses. plus, its an island. my sis did really good at the race, i was so proud. =] afterwards me and my mom went down to the beach. i took pictures, and then while we were walking back we saw a giant pod of like 7 dolphins. and there was a baby that jumped in the air!! so that was cool.

then we went out, ate breakfast blah blah blah.

uhhh what did we do saturday?? i think i just read most of the day.

oh yah, i ran a mile time trial today to help me decide whether or not im going to be on the track team. i sucked horribly. . . 6:50 so i don't think im gonna do track.

gahhhh

gahhh not happy with life right now. =[

friday the 13th

wooo. . .except what is there to be excited for again? lol. i have a better idea, happy 1 day until valentines day! =] guess what?!!?!?! mr. macera wasnt at school yesterday, and he wont be here today!! woo!! i mean. . .i love all my teachers. pshhh lol.

yesterday i was soooo hyper. i went to the library to print out the science lab, so i was a little late to class. so i got to mrs. ackroyds room... ni ine is there. to mrs. sauriol's portable, no ones there. back to mrs. ackroyds room. no one! where are these people? back to mrs. sauriols portabe, NO ONE!! ack to mrs. sauriols portable, where i saw ashli. she actually had the to leave the classroom and go look for me because i was "lost" lol.

i didnt have a test to grade, so i was realy bored. i dd better than i had hoped, 48%!! woo lol. so ya, after that i was just non stop talking and bouncy. =D

life. . .

life is just life. lol. =] not anything really going on. well actually, there is a lot going on but i am expecting it all so yah. lol.

girls4girls meeting was today. we finished our letters and everyone made friendship bracelets. ashli went home with emily today, so i rode back alone with ashli's mom in the car. it wasn't that bad, although ashli's mom spent the first 10 minutes talking about how ashli just pushed it all on her, and she was stressed, and did i agree with what she was saying. and actually, i did, honestly, lol. ashli's mom cares a lot about her, she spent the other half of the car ride saying how she wanted to be a good mom and let ashli do fun things, they just had to be at the right time, and not sprung upon her.

the biology test today was instant death. everyone failed, i bet even anthony grebe missed 1 or 2. lol. and i know mrs. sauriol is going to blame it all on us for not studying. but its because SHE DOESNT TEACH!! i hate it when the whole class fails the test and yet the teacher still blames it on the students. if it was the whole freaking class, obviously its her fault!!

so yah. thats about it. =P

my daddy. . . .

IS COMING HOME TODAY!! *whoot*

and other than that. teachers need to plan better. a lot better. so we dont have 4 projects going on at once. yah, that would be pretty nice.

my sis and i went to the basketball game saturday night. that was lots of fun. north port lost by 4 points, so that sucked. but it was still a great game. it was also freezing cold outside that night.

on sunday,i cleaned the house, ran, and then went to the mall. my sis and i got stalked by some creepy 45 year old man who ended up leaving the mall right when we did. it was sooo funny though. . . he got picked up by his mom. lol.

we stayed at the mall so long that we ended up eating lunch and dinner there. i thought that was really funny.

ummm

not much going on right now. i miss my dad. but he doesnt have to live with the horrible smokers anymore, he found a new place. which is good. and he made $3,000 dollars the other day. i would feel a lot better if the crome rate wasnt so high where he lived or if he could avoid almost getting crushed.

umm other than that. . .johnston project, sauriol lab, and shannon project. why do the teachers always give us a kajillion assignments at once?! so unfair.

ashli hasnt been at school for the past two days since shes been sick. so ive been pretty lonely since no one else really hangs out with me at school. so that kinda sucks.

oh, our first girls4girls club meeting was monday afternoon. that was pretty fun. a lot of people came.

coach is babying danielle. as usual. which really pisses me off. hes a team coach, not a personal trainer. so ashlynns arches are killing her since coach was too busy supporting danielle and wasnt paying attention to what everyone else was doing.

goldfish

when my daddy left i got two goldfish, and named them pokey and gumbo. but pokey died the first day i got him. . . lame lol. but today katie came over, because we are making our spanish project food. and while we were at walmart getting our ingredient, we got two more goldfish!!

so i now have three goldfish, gumbo, pokey the second, and polyphemus. we got polyphemus for free. . . HE ONLY HAS ONE EYE!! hehe

well it started off okay

today actually started of really good. we went to an assembly for the first two and a half periods. and it actually wasnt that bad, just kinda long. then we went out onto the field to take a picture. i ended up staying with macauley, sergio, amanda, emily, tiffany and kylie for the picture, cause ashli left to go with julia nad lauren. so that was funnish.

i ended up going to spanish even though i really didnt want to. then at lunch we got our cake and went to the woods like usual. everyone ended up playing football, except for julia who was playing songs on a guitar. so anyone that wasnt playing football was listening to her. i didn't do either since i really dont like to play football. i looked through all of the pictures in my phone instead.

mrs. gullicks class was boring, and we actually did work which sucked. we did work in johnston too.

in sauriol, she was trying to teach us chapter two but no one was really listening. i was just kinda out of it i guess. i ended up crying half way through the period but no one noticed so at least i wasnt bombarded with questions.

on the bus tim was really pissing me off, so that didnt help. i spent the whole ride looking out the window and thinking.

and know that ive gotten home, i have heard non-stop talk about track from my sister. which sucks since i cant do it. and of course, she bragging, and shes the fastest, and she cant wait to get first in the meets, and she might have a shot at qualifying for county blah blah blah. =/

ahhh seriously

so i survived the week at my grandma's. as trying as it was. . . old people are so impatient and cranky!! yeesh.

we went to pick up my mom from the airport today, in fort meyers. her flight got in on time and everything so that was good. then we went out to dinnner.

thirty minutes before we had to leave for church my sis asks my mom f she can go to the basketball game tuesday. (not the smartest idea to ask someone who just drove for 4 days, took a plane, is tired and wont see her husband for a while.) so of course, my mom said no. and the second she does, innstead of trying to reason with her or anything my sister just blows up and starts screaming and blah blah blah. so that wasnt very pleasent.

at church, the only thing ashlynn was doing is saying "i miss jeff" "i wish jeff was here" "i cant believe jeff couldnt come" UGH

so my mom took us to church and when she came to pick us up, she looked really tired. so i said so. and shes like yah, i am. im sad to. so my sister asks why and my mom says earlier. and then my sister doesnt say anything, and its silience for the rest of the drive.

gahhh it would have been nice if i wasnt surrounded by arguing the FIRST NIGHT my mom is back, and my dad is gone. -.-

friday

another three day weekend. i didnt do my current event for shannon. she gives us wayyyyy to much homework. all of the other english classes are fine, but she is overkill!! just because she is an overachiever doesnt mean we have to be one too lol. =P

i have ran with ashli for the past two days. so thats been pretty fun. not only is my grandma's house super close to hers, but they are actually identical houses in different locations. soooo weird.

there is a race tommorow morning!! my sister is running it, and i am too. but im not gonna try to get a medal or anything, im gonna help ashli get one instead. this is gonna be the first race that my dad isnt gonn be at, he has literally never missed one. actually, my mom wont be there either, she gets home at 3 pm when we pick her up from the airport. so that kinda sucks.

ahhhh my sister is so bi-polar!! she is either super angry at me and says she hates me or were having a great time together. it gets so annoying. -.- and whenever i try to talk to her she yells at me and says im pathetic.

i get to leave this house tommorow!! and go back to mine. i cant wait. its like trying to sleep in a movie theatre here. they have to turn the tv all the way up to hear it since thier hearing is so bad. and unfortunately, for us people with good hearing, we can hear EVERY word that the tv is saying. haha, like it actually speaks =P

ahhh someboody get on aim. =/ i wanna talk. lol.

gahhhh

well isnt this just wonderful. my sister always says the same thing all the time, so how am i supposed to know theres more to it if she doesnt tell me. and to make things worse i said "if you care about mom you shouldnt talk to her like that" which for some reason made her blow up, and then she was all you think i dont like mom blah blah blah, so i was really upset that i hurt her. exspecially since i didnt mean to. and then some other stuff, and crying and then she put her myspace status as "SHUT THE FUK UP dont talk to me" which kinda hurt alot. and she was getting pissd at me for never being angry or expressing myself. and i dont ever express myself or tell whats wrong because i dont like making people feel bad for me or creating more trouble!! and i HATE being question by people i dont know. like, when friends come up and ask whats wrong, its because they care about you and want to help. but when stranger-ish people ask whats wrong, i always feel like its cause they're curious, not because they care. and i dont always like to talk about it when im upset anyways. so now i just feel really bad and like a hrrible person. *sigh*

rainy day

this morning i was sooooo tired. i got literally NO sleep last night. literally. so im going on 22 hours of no sleep right now. funfunfun. my dad left this morning with my mom for louisiana. i hope i get to see him before two years from now. but since i had noooo sleep, i had the dangerous combination of being sleepy and hyper at the same time, if that makes sense. which makes me twice is crazy as usual. and yes, thats possible lol. =]

haha, i love rainy days. and hate them, but only because they make me so cold. brrrr lol. =P so it started pouring while me and ashli were in johston. mrs. johston looks out the window and just goes OH MY!! lol. and i whisper to ashli, yesss!! its raining. but mrs. johston heard me and she turns around and is just like you LIKE the rain?? im just like ummm yes?? haha it was so funny.

so we leave johston and it was pouring outside. me and ashli had to go the long way around, so we were kinda late for sauriol. but half way there we meet macauley and we all just look each other and are kinda like forget this. and we all took our shoes off and just started running to sauriol before we were to late. so by the time we got to sauriol i was FREEZING lol. mrs. sauriol looked at us all evily but we just ignored her. oh yah, there are poles in the middle of the classroom now. . .hopefully i will be able to avoid running into them. lol.

but i was standing behind ashli like shivering cause i didnt want to get my sisters jacket wet. but sergio saw me and he was nice enough to come over and he gave me his jacket. THAT JACKET IS SO WARM!! haha it like created a little heat bubble around me. and luckily i dindt have to write anything since ashli typed while i read it to her, because the sleeves were wayyy long, which was good cause it kept my hands warm. =]

mrs. sauriol didnt let us out until the bell rang, obviously she enjoys sending us running barefoot through freezing puddles to the bus. lol. so me and ashli took of our shoes and ran all the way to the bus, and of course our bus driver had the freaking air conditioning on!! that was sooooo cold.

but now i am in the warmest, most amazing pajama pants ever (dark blue fleece with stars and clouds) and pink fuzzy warm knee socks and a giant jacket. sooo cozy. =D

this weekend

sooo glad its three days long. =] cause i havent done any of my homework, but I WILL finish it all today. lol. my great uncle came down from indiana to see my grandma so we have been spending time with him. we went to the beach and stuff. it was fun. my sister and i walked down to the pier from the parking lot to meet my mom there, and it was a fun walk. tons of segulls lol.

my sister and i just got done watching the titianic. its a good movie, but i hate kate's mother and fiance, they are EVIL. grrr. . . =P

weekend

finally, the weekend!! and three days so i will be able to get everything i need to do, done. =]

church tonight was lots of fun. our pastor spoke, so we were mixed in with the adults. i think they got annoyed by our laughing, because our pastor is absolutely hilrious, but they just need to lighten up. =P lol. jeff, some guy that ashlynn likes was there too. that was interesting. 0.o

im so glad i have such great friends that care about me, you guys were so sweet and caring about your comments on my last post. so thank you. =D

full moon tonight!! biggest and brightest one of 2009. it is soooo beautiful. =]

my sister and i get to run eight miles tommorow. funfun. we're probably just gonna run down to my grandamas since thats were we'll be spending the day anyways.

my parents (especially my dad)

mmk first i just want to say please read the whole thing even though its long cause im proud of it and it took me forever. lol. =P

my dad leaves this weekend for texas. =[ and hes gonna be gone for at least 18 months. since his new job is gonna be 7 days a week, the earliest we would be able to see him is may 31st, memorial day. which really sucks. and after that. . . . i dont know when. im gonna miss him so much. i mean, there is so much i remember about him. hes been there for me all of my life, and hes a really good dad.

on the way back from church when i was 5 or 6 i can remember falling into that state, were your almost asleep and your too tired to move but you still vaugley know whats going on. and my dad carried me out of the car and tucked me into bed. and even though they thought i was asleep my mom still stroked my forehead and they both whispered i love you. <3

i can remember doing something stupid and my mom or dad would yell at me, so i would run up to my room crying. and id sit there on my bed wrapped up in my blankets. but every time, like five minutes later my mom or my dad (whoever i was mad at) would always come in, sit on my bed and give me a big hug and tell me that they loved me and that they hated yelling at me, it was the hardest part of being a parent, but that they would love me no matter what. then they would always say something funny or tart tickling me and i would forget all about whatever had just happened.

when we were 5 or six, my mom always used to read to me and ashlynn during they day, outside on the porch after lunch. she was so amazing, she used different voices for all of the characters and everything. i can remember her teaching us to read when we were 4 too. we used to try and read out of dr.seus books. when ever i came across a word i didnt know i always used t ask her what it was. but she never told me, she always used to make me sound it out until i got it. =P i can remember her teaching us to tell time on a big clock to. she was a great teacher, always patient and understanding.

i remember that sometimes, in the winter when it got dark early, my mom used to make us hot chocolate. and we would all sit at the table together. then afterwards she would go up to her room to read, and my dad would turn all of the lights off. then my sister and i always ran away screaming and laughing because the horrible monster (my dad) was going to catch us and eat us for sure. he could crawl around the house growling and chasing us. and once he had cornered one of us he tickled us until we couldnt breathe. =] it was my sister and mine favorite game to play.

my mom and my dad built us a tree house in the big pine tree in our backyard. they let my sister and i go play in the forest all of the time, it was so much fun.

one time, my dad took me and ashlynn to his work. he drove a HUGE cement truck, and he had to lift me and ashlynn into the truck because the steps were too big for us. and then he used to hold us on his lap and drive us around the parking lot.

when we were building our patio in the backyard and stuccoing it, i can remember my mom and my dad teaching me and ashlynn how to do it. and then later, when it was dry we had to mist it to keep it from cracking. my dad always ended up spraying us with the hose. =P

when we were 5 we all went on a trip to hawaii. we went hiking and everything. it was so much fun. on days when nothing was planned we used to walk from the hotel to this little breakfast palce. and as we walked, i would hold my dads pinky since his hand was to big. and then my mom walked by my dad with his arm wrapped around her and my sister would be next to my mom holding her hand. after breakfast we would go down to the beach and spend the whole day there. my mom would go out to pick up luch and bring it back to the beach. we wouldnt leave until dinner. i rememeber my favorite part was jumping the waves. my mom would hold both of my hands and whenever a big wave came we would jump and it was so much fun. one time my hands slipped out of hers, so the wave went over my head and i swallowed some of the water. i started coughing and my mom scoops my up, laughs and goes "kyla, your supposed to jump the waves, no drink them. =P" it was fun.

they have been there through scary times too. like when we were swimming in a river with my mom when i was 4. and we didnt really know how to swim. and i let go over her hand because i wanted to try and swim. but the current was so strong it swept me away. and i turn round and i scream "MOMMY" and the look of horror when she saw me being swept away was terrible. she caught up to me though, scooped my up into her arms and just said "promise me you wont ever do that again. i couldnt bear to loose you." and i was just like i promise mommy.

not that long ago, when i was 10 we went to key west with my aunt and my grandma. me and ashlynn had went swimming in the ocean, so we were rinsing off in the showers. and some drunk/high creepy lady comes up. so were just like, another tourist or local. but when we leave, she follows us. so my mom grabs my hand and ashlynns hand. and she still follows. and she comes up next to me, points, and says pretty girl. and im like omg im gonna die. and my mom goes "MY girl." but the lady just stokes my hair and says "pretty girl." again. my mom looked at her and says "MY girl, not yous" so me and my mom had a death grip on each others hands, and i was literally shaking uncontorably. so we turn around and go back for my dad, cause he was gonna meet us at a restaraunt since he was changing. and we find him and the lady is still walking next to me. and my mom just looks at my dad and is like "shes following us." so my dad turns to the lady and says
dad: why are you following us?
lady: i aint followin no one
dad: then why are you here?
lady: i can be here if i wanna
dad: but why have you stop walking?
lady: cause i feel like it
dad: your not folowing us?
lady: no
dad: then keep on walking
lady: watif i dont wanna
dad: your going to or your going to jail. dont you DARE stand here, lie to my face and think your gonna get away with it. there is no way in hell your getting my daughter or hurting my family. so fuck off.
lady: whatever
and she walked off. but me and my sister had been so scared. i was shaking the whole time. it was a horrible feeling. i was SOOOO scared. 0.0

we go to the beach all the time in the summer, and we still jump waves together, al four of us. we have seaweed fight, splash each other and just have fun. my dad is always dunking me and my sister and blocking the waves from my mom since she cant get water in her ear. (she has a hole in her eardrum)

sometimes we all sit down and play bored games too. its so much fun. we are always laughing so hard. we go out to dinner too, and we always end up having great conversations.

so basically, it just really sucks that my dad is leaving. cause we are such a close family. i mean, i just said a whole bunch pof good times. we have bad times too, when we hate each other, scream, and say nasty things. but nothing ever gets so bad we cant forgive eachother. and its gonna be so different with him gone, and my mom is going to be so sad. and hes gonna miss the crucial high school years of my sister and i. i mean, now there is going to be no one there to threaten our boyfriends and tell us not to have sex. lol. but im really going to miss him. exspecially while running. cause through all of my traing and races, him and my mom are always there. they came to every single one of my cross-country meets, even the ones in orlando. and that means a lot to me. and during my trainging they are always telling me im and amazing runner and that i can do better. (in a good way, not mean) and at races they are both there screaming loudly for me at the end. =D

i can remember back when i was 3 or 4, my dad worked everyday except for sunday. but every sunday, he was there. and he would walk the dogs with my mom, sister and i up the mountian (in our backyard!) and once we got hig enough, there was this little clearing. you could look out and see the traffic crossing the pass. and my mom and dad always used to laugh at all of the people stuck in traffic. but if you look out past the traffic, you could see more of the cascade mountians. my dad used to pick me and my sister up so we could be high enough to see. and i remeber standing there every sunday as a family, looking out at the mountians from my dad's arms with my sister and my mom right beside there. and it was so amazing, feeling so loved and so together. thats one of my favorite memories. =] and thats the memory im going to think about every day that hes gone. =D

please leave a comment too!! so i know you read it lol.

ahhhh

soooo much homework. i hate it. it ands so much stress. i dotn wanna do it. =/ i really hate it. i cant wait until next monday...no school haha. =] thank goodness. i actually didnt do that bad on the biology test that i thought i failed. i got a 90%, even if i did put evangalism as an answer. silly history notes. lol. and nine smiley faces!! thank you sergio!! =]

we have thirteen pages of history notes tonight. ive done two. -.- thats not fun.

i ran four miles tonight. and i ran it fast too!! 29 minutes 46 seconds, i was so happy. so yah. oh. . .my dad is probably leaving saturday.

school again

monday... that means there was school today. and of course we had homework. blehhh. so not fun. lol. not much really happened today. ashlis happy, so thats good. =] and my life is okay at the moment so thats good too.

church

omg me and ashlynn havent been in FOREVER. it was soooo nice to finally go again. a lot of new people have joined actually, so thats cool. we have a new youth pastor now to. . . he has tatoos and hes like 55 lol. his son is in our class too, i think hes in collage. and some really funny other collage guy and a high pitched annoying little girl. (like 6th grade)

our pastor and the guest speaker both cried today. our pastor was talking about how his wife had cancer (its gone now though) and the guest speaker was talking about how this week his brother in law got liver cancer. so thats not good.

haha he was also telling a story about a cross country runner (yay!!) and hes just like "the race was down in like this bow;l valley thing" and me and my sis turn to eachother at the same time and yell out clearmont!! everyone heard. it was sooo funny. but we were right!!

for some reason, EJ, (he was sitting next to me, high school) thought that was hilarious. so he starts laughing, and so does his brother david. and neither of them are stopping. EJ started crying cause he was laughing so hard, so i started laughing too. and so did ashlynn. and we are all just sitting there laughing uncontrollaby. . . .sooo funny. =P

NEW LAPTOP!!

omg omg omg!!! I GOT A LAPTOP!!!!! finally lol. its kinda scratched and beaten up but its MINE!! hahaha i am sooooo happy!!

oh yah, happy new years everyone!! =D